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Mar 29, 2004
BITCH

I am a big fat bitch :)

Posted at 06:39 pm by XxEvilxVixenxX
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Feb 2, 2004
The Big Sleepover.

wow thats the first time i slept over someones house in like 4 years. HAHA. IT was fun cause the sleeping bags and applesauce and stuff. and i was the first one too fall asleep yes but i missed Lexi of course.

the drops of rain they fall all over. this awkward S i l e nc e makes me crazy the glow inside burns light upon her. i'll try to kiss you if you let me. this can't be the end. tidal waves they. rip right through me. tears from eyes. worn cold and sad. pick me up now. i need you so bad. down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down down.

I Love That Song I LOVE TOM FORM BLINK 182 BUT ALSO I LOVE THEM ALL!! HAHA MINE! DAMN IT BACK OFF!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! ok im fine. energy burst.

I Wrote I Love Dohn About 1,000 times in my agenda book.

Posted at 04:48 pm by Lilith
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Jan 27, 2004
*I Love my Dohn*

**only him**
im so glad that im his girl*

Bravez91: u r my baby u revolve around my life
Bravez91: when i have a bad day i know that i am coming home to ur beautiful face

hes so sweet

It's when heaven turns to black, hell to white, right so wrong, wrong so right..

With every passing moment
Thoughts of you run through my head
Every time that I'm near you
I realize that you're heaven sent, baby
I think you're truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together, you and me boy
There's no one like you around



Do u like it, when I'm holdin ur hand?
Do u like it, when I'm lookin at u?
Do u like it, when I say ur my man?
Do u like when that 1 is u?


..if yOu die      |x|      r i g h t   n O w      |x|      i wOuld die tO..

..as i slit my wrist, the b l o o d slowly  drippS dOwN..
                   Leaving A Puddle Of Pain On The Floor
     .. i c u t myself *BleedinG* as the pain d i s a p p e a r s..

|x|Y o u r  R a z o r  M y  W r i s t  M y T e a rs Y o u r   K i s S |x| 

Outside
you see me
SmiLeinG
Only
to know
Inside
im DieinG...     

i wanna be the girl he calls his baby.
the girl he calls his own. the girl he
holds in his arms and falls asleep with
on the phone. the girl who makes his
bad days better and the girl that will
make him say my life has been so much
better every since the day i met her
   
 do you understand?
           it's only you, beautiful..
 or i don't want anyone...
 i f  i  c a n  c h o o s e
 i t ' s  o n l y   y o u *

  *Loverr You..;-*!


Posted at 06:29 pm by Lilith
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Jan 25, 2004
Pull The Trigger And The Nightmare Stops


..my hands around your throught
 a n d   i   t h i n k   i   h a t e   y o u ..
we've made the same mistakes...
y o u  c a u s e    m e   s o   m u c h   p a i n

Your razor..my wrist..my tears..Your kiss...

I ran home to cry on my bed,Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night,He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope,He took his knife to cut me down
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love….


Are You Afraid Of Being Alone? Cus I Am, Im Lost With Out You

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna feel alive)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna feel alive)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna feel alive)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna feel alive)
Nothing in my life is free... is free
Chorus
Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema
GO!
So...fight! something on the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the... dum na ema
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
[Chorus]
Part of me...
Oh...

Some people are only alive because it's illegal to kill



~Roses Are RED Violets Are BLUE AIDS Are Contagious So Watch Who You SCREW!:-P~


Posted at 09:21 am by Lilith
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Jan 16, 2004
Friday night and im bored..

well i guess school went Ok O.o yeH...
well we had a 2 hour delay and all of our periods were 24 minutes long accept for 7/8 that was normal :-/ at lunch it was peaceful :) cause britt and gino weren't there :I but thats good cause i think they have something going on..... ewwww...... yeah. and then i come home and michelle comes over too and we go to her house and decide to but marker in our hair so yeah my ends of my hair are blue now kool... but mommy dosen't know yet :-x hehehe and im wearin jades made hat to cover it up hehe thank god for this hat. i was on neopets trying to get avatars and such. and i was talking to kalee shes upsessed with davey and im ubsessed with bam cause hes beyond sexy and hott lol and now im writing all my thoughts in my mind right here on this computerized journal i love this thing man. its wayy better than xanga ! well thats all folks come back maybe tomorrow lol!
                                                                                                                  ¥Sara¥

Posted at 07:46 pm by Lilith
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Jan 15, 2004
School is a fool

Heaven won't let me in and Hell is afraid ill take over so ill just live forever

Michelle was drivin me insane im omg look at that <<<

© haha u lil suckers<<


   The things you make me wanna do
                I'd rob a quik-e-mart for you
   I'd go to the pound and let all the cats go free
               Just as long as you'd be with me.

BAM IS FUCKIN HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

IVE BECOME SO NUMB
I CAN'Y FEEL U THERE
IVE BECOME SO TIGHT
SO MUCH MORE AWARE
IVE BECOMING THIS
ALL I WANT TO DO
IS BE MORE LIKE ME
AND BE LESS LIKE YOU

       ..Something in your eyes..
         *Makes me wanna lose myself in ur arms*

there is pain
there is fear
my death gets closer until its here
Then the pain comes to a stop
I feel my body stiff & drop
My lips are cold
In my frozen heart the lights are out
Its all dark, just like my life
I see the gates fire & smoke
Satan there to take my soul
Forever & always I will be
I'll burn in hell eternally.

         |..Hello Their The a n G e l From My Nightmare..|
Are You Afraid Of Being Alone? Cus I Am, Im Lost With Out You..
I'd c r a w l through broken glass to you... and your name is written in my very flesh  with the knife i'm still longing to use..In the night i crave to feel your breath  and your touch like angel of death  in the dawn i'm in chains of bestial rage  and forced to make you dead...
So don't just say g oo d b ye to me yet..
iLOveYou  



Posted at 07:38 am by Lilith
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Jan 3, 2004
Erm yeah..

There is nothing to do i miss mommy and daddy :( quotes of the day and song:

Why am i dying to live if i am living to die?
Why am i trying to give if no one gives me a try?          Thx Becca

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on



Posted at 01:11 pm by Lilith
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Jan 2, 2004
This is beginning to be quote of the day blog or song of the day.

Life it seems, will fade away, Drifting further every day, Getting lost within myself, Nothing matters no one else.


Hello there.The angel from my nightmare.The shadow in the backround of the morgue. The unsuspecting victim of Darkness in the valley.We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.Where you can always find me.And we'll have halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends.Nevr ends.-Miss you- Blink 182



Posted at 02:47 am by Lilith
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